Moving the Frame

Moving the Frame

I’ve been feeling some frustration with my writing lately, like the form doesn’t quite fit the flow. I felt this itchiness a year ago, right before my writing overflowed into a new container- the empty shell of a newsletter I had set up years ago. It is so easy to focus on the gap between where I am and where I want to be […]

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When Rest Looks Like Reading Instead of Writing

When Rest Looks Like Reading Instead of Writing

I had planned on a summer of writing, but what I needed was a summer of reading. I needed rest, I needed pleasure, I needed spaciousness. I needed to go to the library and let myself be pulled to intriguing books on the shelves. I needed to let myself devour books with no other motive than pleasure […]

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That Desire to Take Up Space With Our Art

That Desire to Take Up Space With Our Art

“You are all so humble,” he said, looking a bit confused. Just then, the Zoom breakout room ended, and I had to swallow what I had been about to blurt out, which was, “No, we’re all women.” In our conversation, where he had shared the pleasure of trying new online projects and seeing which ones found an audience, we had described […]

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Museums as Places of Pleasure

Museums as Places of Pleasure

When we asked our toddler if he wanted to go to the local science museum this weekend, he got really excited and said, “Yeah! We can press all the buttons!” This kid knows what he loves. It can be harder for adults to do that, to listen to that little voice that tells us how we *actually* want to engage with our environments. Museums can be […]

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Light in a Windowless Costco

Light in a Windowless Costco

It felt like a waste of a morning, driving to Costco to return a toaster that had been delivered with a big dent in the side. But there I was, so I decided to look around and see if there was anything that would feel good about being there. And I looked up and I saw an enormous grid of lights illuminating absolutely everything in that massive […]

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“What I bring to the table is rich”

“What I bring to the table is rich”

“What I bring to the table is rich.” Those words are from Detra, the latest subject of a Humans of New York series. Her words keep sticking with me. They reveal a woman who knows her own worth, who isn’t waiting for permission to love how she shows up in the world. This past week, I’ve been trying her words on for size […]

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Behold, Be Held

Behold, Be Held

I’ve had the curious experience recently of going outside with a question, and getting an answer. Yesterday, I was sitting by a river, feeling creatively stuck and wondering what would help get me unblocked. Bam! Three separate flocks of honking geese flew over me, one after the other. Oh, I needed community, people to create […]

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Giving Shape to Our Creativity

Giving Shape to Our Creativity

Last winter it felt like my creativity was buried deep. A seed, I hoped, not a corpse. All my energy was going towards surviving, staying afloat, and there was nothing to spare to make anything new. My energy had to be used to keep what was already there alive. Last spring brought the itchiness that comes when creative energy is building […]

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The Miracle of Doing Impossible Things

The Miracle of Doing Impossible Things

I did it! I submitted the examen doctoral, my PhD program’s comprehensive exam. I wrote and wrote for 80 pages about research on museums and experience and innovation and storytelling and interdisciplinary collaboration and money and imagination, and how digital fits into all of that. This was something that felt impossible. It’s been […]

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Connecting to Our Wildness as the Seasons Change

Connecting to Our Wildness as the Seasons Change

I visited the Château de Fontainebleau one October several years ago, when fall was in full force. My memories of that visit are flooded with the yellows of the trees in the grounds, the crisp autumn smell in the air, and the golden quality of the light that poured through the windows into the ornate rooms. This sensory immersion was an integral […]

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Making Art in the Apple Orchard

Making Art in the Apple Orchard

Wandering around the apple orchard, I made art. I could try to tell you that I made this flower-covered apple wand for my son, but that would not be true. He was busy running down the orchard alleys with a long branch that had fallen off one of the trees, alternating between yelling “Hockey!” and “Vacuum!” My mom was […]

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Two Strategies to Help with Imposter Syndrome

Two Strategies to Help with Imposter Syndrome

Imposter syndrome is raging fiercely in me. I am coming up against three academic writing deadlines. And as I gaze up at these huge mountains looming ahead of me, I find that I'm having a hard time lifting my feet to take the next steps forward. It feels like each individual step has the power to make or break my entire journey up the […]

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Fresh Eyes On The Writing Process

Fresh Eyes On The Writing Process

I’m in a phase of my PhD journey where I am writing, writing, writing. Until recently I was in a place where I was plotting out what I would eventually write, but now I’m actually writing. Real sentences that real eyes will read. When I sit at my computer with my document open on the screen, my fingers poised at the keyboard, I […]

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